I sit here like the random idiot i hope i'm not but know i am and think over the past year. i didn't do a damn thing worth remebering. now thats pretty sad. i have become a sterotype. one of those sad little people you see presented in sad little movies whose lives mean nothing and who die young and alone because they fell down the stairs and had not child/boyfriend/husband/friend/relative to call the hospital for them. Gee thats a really depressing thought. i now actually get why so many people are unhappy over the holidays. most don't have their school/work to consolidate them and just feel lonely and unwanted in this mad crazy world. so since i am So pathetic i shall tell you all my New Spiffy resolutions. any tips on how i can be put to keeping them would be very helpful.


1)Meet a guy who doesn't turn out to be scumbag.

2)finally get drivers licenses

3) lose five lbs and keep it off

4)be kind of more of the human race even if they are kicking you in the face at that current time.

5)keep room clean.

6) Challenge myself to take on more creative acting roles

7)be a better person

8) eat my vegetables

9) do not feed said vegetable to dog even though she will eat them

10) stop watching so many teenage soap operas off the WB

11) grow up and get a boy friend. even a friend who is a boy will be acceptable.